FATE. 🌌

11.18.17

Do you guys believe in fate? Have you ever experienced a moment when you knew what you were supposed to do with your life? Have you ever had a strong feeling stir deep inside you when you saw your dreams right in front of you?

I always choose to believe in fate and destiny that only we define ourselves and the life that we want to live through our actions and pursuit of our dreams.

These past couple of weeks I was offered at least 3 jobs. I was contacted for marketing and manager positions. I considered it to be a good thing that people were reaching out to me because they saw my resume online and wanted to conduct an interview but somehow I felt uneasy with the idea of jumping into marketing at a firm or company. I know the story all to well about doing what you have to do to make ends meet or being grateful for every opportunity but in my heart of hearts, I have always known what I wanted to do since I was little and I have always compromised and tried to make the best out of every bad situation that I was in and now that I am taking control of my life, I would like to do what would makes me happy. Sometimes life is not all about the money.

I have been looking up colleges in the past few weeks. I have a degree in music but I hope to gain bachelor’s in creative writing. I think the ideal school for me would be one that allows me to pursue my creative writing degree while taking acting and music classes. I honestly miss writing music so much and I just bought another MacBook so I can start recording music again hopeful by next month. I still wish to this day that there was a major to combine acting, music, and writing to this day as an entertainment degree. I have always wanted to act since I was little. I would watch Disney channel and I remember pointing at the screen and telling my mom, that was going to be some day. I have carried these dreams with me since I was a kid.

I guess the point of today’s blog is one that I have been reiterating, which is to not be afraid to chase your dreams no matter how difficult. If even in your darkest moments your heart still years to pursue what has been doomed as impossible, pursue it anyway and prove the nay-sayers wrong. I am not one to give up easily and neither should you.

Xo,

Nina.