Merry Christmas

As promised,

I have returned with a new blog post. I have finally started to get my sleep again. With starting my new job after a month they decided to switch me to a new position so I had to start training all over again. And this new position relies heavily on memory. You have to use your brain power a lot coinciding with their technology while moving through different work areas that you are assigned and it is so easy to get lost in that huge place. I was getting lost every day.

And they kept the heat blasting in that place so I was always sweating and getting the worst migraines and the medication I take helps the migraines but also impairs my memory so then I struggle to remember things or if I don’t take it I’m horrible pain at work. And there were some days during training we kept being moved around and I wasn’t given notice so I couldn’t get to my medication so I learned the hard way to keep my medication on me. On a good note I was given a medication to help me sleep better and it seems to be working okay.

Now on to the fun stuff. I hate talking about work anyway. I have the pleasure of spending my holidays with my chosen family and I am very excited. I have already cried a ton the last couple of days because my friend Allison is just incredible sweet. She is just too much. She bought me all these gifts. And I just feel so loved and seen. And it feels good that for the first time someone doesn’t make it feel like it’s hard for them to be in my life.

I have experienced so much of that already. Where it feels like I’m hard to love or to accept me for who I am but my friends make it so easy. And it so healing to feel accepted for who I am after all this time. Allison and Luna are my girls for life for sure. And we exchanged friendship bracelets for the first time. That was my gift to them for Christmas and it was such a beautiful exchange and it made me so happy to do that with them. It’s something I wanted to do since I was a kid but I never found a friend group that was the right fit until now. I never had true best friends before them and I am so glad to know these girls.

Friends For Life ❤
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I met some new friends this weekend as well and went to this beautiful winery and bought this wine called “triumph” and it seemed quite fitting when I think about everything that I am have gone through and the fact that I am still standing. I am more than a survivor and a fighter. I am a warrior and I am definitely triumphant. It’s just been great to have some time to feel stress free. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t stressed about something. I want to feel more of this and less of the bad stuff. this is definitely a new chapter unraveling and I can’t wait to see what is up next.

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Turning 29 has definitely shown me I still have a lot more growing to do but I am willing to do the work so here’s to more life, more opportunities, more love, more dreaming, more abundance, more prosperity, and more happiness.

Xo,

Nina