WE ARE INFINITE

There’s a lot that I could say in this post. But I’m not gonna. Y’all know my style by now. Short and sweet.

I thought about talking about me being in the emergency room for over 5 hours and how horrible it was and everything I went through and how therapeutic it might be to release all my pent up frustration and anger with how I was treated but in reality I don’t want to talk about that. I don’t want to feel angry and rant about how unfair our healthcare system is or how people choose to not help people when they know they should. Everybody knows that already.

I want to speak to people’s hearts because I have lost my way to my art. And that’s the only thing that I have been thinking about today, is my pathway to get back to what actually brings me joy. I love music. I love listening to music. I love getting lost in the rhythm listening to the bass guitar, the way it booms through the speakers. I listen to the intricacies of the guitar strings as each chord is played. I dissect the harmonies and try to sing and match pitch with each one and sometimes that helps me with ear training. There’s so much that can be learned and taught when it comes to music alone and so much beauty to be discovered.

I feel like I get hit with a hurricane of life struggles every time and it just becomes impossible to focus on my goals and it happens every time. I have to find a balance somehow because I want to make movies someday. I can see myself starring in a movie that I filmed and directed. I believe in myself. I know I am capable of writing that book/ book series . I know I can create a successful tv show. I see the vision. And I don’t want a health issue to prevent me from reach my goals. I’m doing everything in my power to remain healthy and take care of myself and I hate what has transpired but all I can do is move forward.

We are infinite.

Xo,

Nina