Goodbye Safety Net

Alright guys don’t hate me. I know I’m late as heck putting out this blog post. I’ve been struggling to find the words to say because honestly it’s been a rough few weeks. Some of the people closest to me have really shown me how painful life can really be and when it’s best to just continue life quietly, move on ahead.

And my patience has been challenged. I have had multiple people challenge me at work talking to me crazy trying to provoke me just some of the most insane scenarios that you could think of and in each moment I have had to keep my cool and it’s been really hard and that’s what has made me have to just take a step back and just remain silent for a time to regain my focus and strength to continue on because in those moments it is easy to lose yourself and I promise I get one day closer to punching someone in the face that disrespects me. I might of grown up as a nice girl but I’m tired of smiling and being nice and holding my tongue. I will smack the shit out of you and walk away.

I have also learned the life isn’t always simple when you are trying to do the best thing for yourself. And that the best thing may end up hurting other people. Sometimes you have to do it anyway. Sometimes you have to do it running and sometimes you have to do it barefoot and scared and that’s okay. And if you are fortunate enough you will have a friend or two by your side to help along the way and I am so grateful for them.

I will have more of an update for you hopefully next weekend but I just wanted you guys to know that I am doing okay and that I am feeling better and more rested after this weekend and jealous bitches never win. I definitely am starting to feel more liberated after this weekend you may start to see a more uncensored unapologetic Nina Diaries up ahead so definitely stay tuned for that as well.

Love always!

Xo,

Nina