Writers Block

Hey guys.

So I’ve been trying to figure out what I wanted to say for the past few weeks and it’s so unusual because I always have something to share. Usually I just don’t have the time to sit down and write because life just be life-ing so hard sometimes and I’m being pulled in a million different directions. But this time has been different. My mind just has been blank and I’ve been searching trying to figure out why I’m not writing anything at all and I’ve realized something.

When I first started this blog I had no high expectations or limitations to what this could become. This was my online diary that I used to express my inner monologues however I saw fit whether it was poetry, a story time, a movie review etc; it was whatever I wanted it to be and somewhere along the way I think I just lost my vision of that. I think I’ve put a lot of unnecessary structure on it because I’ve felt that I needed to and that’s what happens when you stay working in the corporate world for so long spending more time building someone else’s dreams instead making more room for yours. That being said, moving forward this online diary will reflect more of who I am and I will stop limiting myself.

I want to do great things and leave my mark on the world, I truly do. I felt for a while that I was enduring another setback after setback while I was watching other people advance ahead but I really had to take a look at my life and realize how truly blessed I am and that I am winning in life. I cannot see how my success story is going to play out but I know it’s coming I just have to do the work to prepare so I am ready when the opportunity comes.

So here’s to the future and to whatever comes next. I know I have a purpose and I wasn’t given all of these dreams to not pursue them. To all the dreamers, our time is now. We are wide awake now so let’s take what’s ours and go change the world!

Until next time!

Xo,

Nina