A good friend once told me I wasn’t built like the rest. He was right.

I seem to always be met with challenges as I rise to new heights in my life. I finally meet the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I finally get a job that I am truly valued in. I start to make really good money. I work hard. I get a beautiful new home nicer than any place I’ve ever lived in. Things are finally looking up and then BAM 💥 here comes a new problem!

But I had to tell myself that the younger me would be so proud of the person that I have become. Because I will not allow myself to be bullied or talked down to. I will no longer shrink myself to appease anyone. I am respected for the work that I do in my position and I finally have managers that fight for me and won’t allow me to be mistreated.

I recently am dealing with a manager in another department that has now decided to be a bully and try to cause problems for me, lie, and spin previous situations however my boss knows and trusts my word against his so he’s just digging a bigger hole for himself. And my boss made it clear that if it continues he will escalate the situation through the appropriate channels.

Right now I’m just trusting God and the universe as well because I know this is only the beginning. Me wanting to enter into the entertainment industry I’m sure there will be plenty of people just like this pinhead that will pretend to be my friend one minute then a complete asshat the next. I have to be prepared for anything and my emotions have to be in check. Now more than ever I am more in control of them than letting my emotions get the better of me.

As of right now my goal is to start working on my in-home studio. I was planning on doing that at my previous residence and that is a long story with what happened with that. Let’s just say you never stop learning and growing and finding out who is meant to be in your life and for how long and sometimes you can’t dwell on it you have to keep moving. I am in a better place and at peace now physically in my new home with my man and we are having such a great time together and I can’t wait to share all of the fun we will be getting into.

Love always.
Xo,

Nina


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