sadness
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Standing on the Frontline
I finally got a new job. It’s not full-time hours yet, but it’s enough to cover my bills and expenses—and I’m grateful. Two months without a job felt like an eternity. The stress was heavy. There were days where I didn’t know how I was going to make it, and…
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I Get the Villains Now
Because being ✨good✨didn’t get me a damn thing. Some people dream of being the hero. The star. The success story. Me? I just wanted to live my life doing what I loved. I wanted to sing, to write, to build something of my own—without being dragged through the mud for…
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Sumn New, Holdin’ Onto Love, 1st Country Cover💋
This week, I released my first country music cover. And to be honest? I wasn’t sure how it would turn out. But once I hit record, something felt right. It wasn’t perfect—but it was me. Real, honest, raw… and country. And you know what? It turned out pretty damn well.…
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Cleansing
Beyond the shadows I emerge Again to feel a sense of emptiness Again to fill my cup again I wish I felt the peace that I constantly crave I wish I felt the mothering embrace that I’ve dreamed of since I was a child I wish I knew the wisdom…
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Corporate America, Pt. 2
I think it’s time I catch you guys up on what’s happened at work. The good news is that finally that manager that’s been causing trouble for me and my coworker has been fired. It’s been crazy though cause it took months of consistent complaints from me and my coworker…
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BEGIN AGAIN
I just started writing music again. I never thought it would be this hard. It was even harder having a conversation with my partner explaining why I haven’t played piano in years and why I haven’t felt inspired when I am a creative being. It was painful to explain how…
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Corporate America
I almost walked out on my job today… It was easier to not write my blog than to admit how bad things were getting at work. The manager had escalated things so badly HR had gotten involved and I was practically yelling at them because they weren’t listening to what…
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ACCEPTANCE
Always leave room for the unexpected. That’s what I’m finding more or more in life. You cannot plan it no matter how hard you try and get used to people not being in your life for the long haul. It’s important to know and understand the lessons and different seasons…
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Give Me Love
So this is gonna be a rough one to talk about. It’s been weeks and just when I think I’ve finally gotten my head above the water I’m hit with more bullshit. I just feel like I’ve been judged by everyone for every decision that I’ve made lately whether it’s…
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Can’t Fly With One Wing
I’ve been debating on talking about this because it’s so ugly and it’s been affecting me so and making it hard for me to sleep at night and maybe that’s exactly why I should be talking about it because somebody else could be going though the same thing. I’ve been…
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