It’s November 1st, that’s crazy. 2 months from now we will be in a new year. I hope 2021 propels us into a better future. I’m setting intentions for making the correct decisions to put me on the right path.
I hope you guys had an awesome Halloween. I went to Halloween party as a vampire.
I’m always learning something from successes and failures. When it comes to love I have no idea what I’m doing. I’ve found it best to do my best to not date anyone for a while. I try even harder to not catch feelings for someone.
I honestly don’t know what the universe is doing at this point. Sometimes I feel like all I do is suffer and I’ve given moments of happiness to prepare me for the next blow. Sometimes I just wanna harden my skin and my heart.
Long story short romantic feelings have complicated two developing platonic relationships. And now I’m just thinking about burying them deep until they go away.
I think one of my housemates said it best. She’s not looking for a relationship. She is focused on her career. It’s just hard sometimes. Especially with quarantine, we get more lonely and just want affection.
I guess I’m treating this post as more of a journal entry. I have to be honest with myself in order to continue to move forward.
I know I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been keeping to myself a lot since I moved to Los Angeles from Dallas, TX. It was a big move and a lot happened between then and now. I’ll do my best to start posting more often.
Xo,
Nina
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